Alright! I made up my mind and this is my plan!

"Look, I'll come down and do my thing. I'll give you my address and if you guys want to meet wherever I am or stop by, fine. If not, fine. I don't know what else to do without making either of you feel bad about it. I'll be ok, I love DC 😊"

That's the end of it. I'm not going to make my friend choose because he shouldn't have to. That's not how a friend treats another one. So, if she's comfortable and open to meeting me, then I'm excited! She even wants to go to church with me! Well, that's what he told me before all this hit the fan....

If not, I'll walk around by myself with my mom's camera that she let me take and take awesome pictures see the museums that I missed last time and visit Arlington again, and finally have time to see Iwa Jima.

I'll make the most of it! Not looking forward to doing it alone, but I really want them to work because he seems so happy, so I'll let them work through it. There's always next year. I'm still anxious and scared, but maybe this is what she needs to feel comfortable.

**Just got a text mid post; looks like I'm alone this weekend. Is it ok to feel sad for myself? Pathetic, I know, but I really can't help it. I don't know where to go from here.

Anyone up for a free trip to DC for a long weekend?